A Week Later

One week ago, we were hoping and praying that Josh was able to come home.  And now that I've had some sleep, I've wondered why in the world I can't get into the "Christmas" mood.  I've read some pretty amazing blogs and articles and thought, I've been selfish.  Yes, as a mother, I've seen a lot of scary things the last 2ish weeks and our family has been through some tough times...but in all out seriousness....We are all together..no one is missing...(I know Charlie is at BYU...but it's close enough)  There has been miracles in our family and extended family and I sometimes fail to acknowledge the hand that made it all possible...That's the selfish part.  Josh is doing well, he is eating, a little more OCD then usual, but not complaining that his tummy hurts.  Bry's nose is fine...he wasn't hurt in the accident, Jacob is trying really hard not to get hurt until last night when he jammed/broke his ring finger...nothing a little tape won't heal.  Charlie...I think is surviving his last 2 weeks of school, we can only pray nothing happens to him...(bubble wrap son)...I'm grateful to family members that help me see the miracles that have happened in their lives and well as the miracles that have happened with Josh.  So I'm done being selfish!  Christmas, here I come!