Isn't Sunday suppose to be a day of rest?
The answer is yes...but for some reason today, I had a lot on my mind, which then leads to no rest.
It started off with Josh waking up way to early and not being happy. Thankfully for some reason Josh responded to Doug more and he was able to quiet him while I prepared for my meeting before church.
Some counsel was given at this meeting that made me scared of what I might be doing wrong or maybe scared of how to do the counsel right...anyways, I came home in tears thinking all those years in this calling was I doing it wrong? I don't know the answer yet...
So I had a bowl of cereal which always is yummy and helped my stomach from growling (which it always does by the 3rd hour)
At church the talks that were given once again made me stop and think. Oh, my heavens...what am I doing wrong? The bishop gave great advice about what might be said upon Judgement day and I really took them to heart.
More thinking...
I need to change...
I need to show others they are loved...
I need to help others...whether in my calling or around me....
This is scary...
More thinking....
A day of rest?
I'm thinking....about that one!
p.s. Josh's consult it Tuesday and Charlie has an interview for his "major's program" the same day...prayers would help if you could spare one for us.
4 comments:
I will say a little prayer for you!
It's always a good thing to get us thinking. :) I don't know what your Bishop said, but I'm sure that you haven't been doing it wrong all these years. It's just that maybe for this particular group of girls, at this particular time, it needs to be done another/different way.
You have been in my thoughts and prayers all day. I know there are many others who have pleaded for your appointment to go well on Tuesday. Have faith...know you are loved....and be strong!
Sometimes I hate when that happens! I hope everything goes well at Josh's doctor appt. today. We love you!
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