7th Harry Potter (Part 1)

* Spoiler Alert *

If you haven't seen or read the book...DO NOT continue to read...or, well, it's your choice!

The first time I saw this movie was in November...AHH, November, a month of the roller coaster I will choose not to ever get on again!

We had DanceSport...which was amazing!

We had Bryants Musical...another amazing!

Then the surgery, that changed everything...not so amazing...it will be though.

I saw this movie with my boys as a treat because it had originally opened during Bryant's musical and we had told him to wait until Thanksgiving weekend when we could all see it together.  We were thinking at the time that Josh would be home and Dad would stay back while the 3 boys and I would see this fantastic movie.  

Well, I got the tickets (plus our friends in the Meadow were going with us)

Then surgery...then scary moments in recovery, this mother would like to eventually forget.

It was hard for me to leave the hospital, and actually sleep then enjoy this movie.  Doug told me everything would be alright.

So we are watching the movie, and to my surprise they bring back Dobby!  YAH!  Dobby is just awesome.  He's little, says the funniest things...then something terrible happens.

 (here is the spoiler)

Dobby dies in the hands of Harry with his eyes open.  Okay, to real for me. So of course the first time seeing this, I'm balling like a baby.  My sons can't figure it out, I'm sure my friends are just thinking..."Oh, she is emotional drained and tired"...But you see, this mother saw her son do the same thing...he just didn't die, came close...but was revived twice.  So yes, I cried!

Tonight, I took Doug to finally see it.  It's been a while, Josh is home and doing well...still recovering from major surgery..but breathing and smiling...

So when this particular part comes up again....I feel the tears swelling and think...Nope!  Still reminds me of the hospital, so I closed my eyes for a second...all is well.

I don't think I will ever forget what happened, but I'm not going to dwell on it.  I'm dwelling on the smile and laughter Josh brings to our home.  The gerplex he constantly eats..

So rest in peace Dobby...Josh is here to stay...

I know...so random!